WOOT!!! We have finally cracked the 200 mark and there is now a 1 in front of the number of days left (a 1 followed by two other numbers, but hey! small victories!)
I'm crazy busy at work, so I haven't been updating as much. I'm working on a huge contract that is literally eating my every waking moment. Finally able to grab a couple seconds to check out how this site is doing.
Wanted to say thank you to all my readers & followers!! You're really keeping me on track in this process. It's nice to feel you have people to whom you need to be accountable.
Luckily, being so busy at work means that I don't have a moment to even think about sex (despite how much it would be a fantastic stress-reliever). Month 5 is shaping up to be not the slog I thought it would be and I'm really excited to report the half-way mark when I hit it in a couple weeks.
I'm also making stronger decisions when it comes to boys. I'm making a conscious effort to put myself first and make decisions that are best for me (like, no longer following Art on Facebook, getting rid of remaining traces of The Ex and not jumping at Kryptonite's beck and call.) It makes me feel good (and keeps Girl Brain at bay!).
Therapy is on a hiatus right now. I'm back in two weeks to tackle many of the issues with my mother.
Last week was the 10th anniversary of the death of my father - an extremely emotional day. After finally confronting my feelings, this was the first time that I actually felt his absence on that day. I can feel his presence around me constantly these days. It's very comforting, but makes me miss his physical being. I am continuing to mourn the time that we never had together and learning how to properly grieve. It's really refreshing (as weird as that sounds). It's great to not carry the weight of those emotions anymore - they are free to flow out of me as they come. I feel lighter and more alive.
Anyhoo, that's the quick check-in break that I have for now. I'll be back in full force (hopefully next week, if not the week after!).
I'm crazy busy at work, so I haven't been updating as much. I'm working on a huge contract that is literally eating my every waking moment. Finally able to grab a couple seconds to check out how this site is doing.
Wanted to say thank you to all my readers & followers!! You're really keeping me on track in this process. It's nice to feel you have people to whom you need to be accountable.
Luckily, being so busy at work means that I don't have a moment to even think about sex (despite how much it would be a fantastic stress-reliever). Month 5 is shaping up to be not the slog I thought it would be and I'm really excited to report the half-way mark when I hit it in a couple weeks.
I'm also making stronger decisions when it comes to boys. I'm making a conscious effort to put myself first and make decisions that are best for me (like, no longer following Art on Facebook, getting rid of remaining traces of The Ex and not jumping at Kryptonite's beck and call.) It makes me feel good (and keeps Girl Brain at bay!).
Therapy is on a hiatus right now. I'm back in two weeks to tackle many of the issues with my mother.
Last week was the 10th anniversary of the death of my father - an extremely emotional day. After finally confronting my feelings, this was the first time that I actually felt his absence on that day. I can feel his presence around me constantly these days. It's very comforting, but makes me miss his physical being. I am continuing to mourn the time that we never had together and learning how to properly grieve. It's really refreshing (as weird as that sounds). It's great to not carry the weight of those emotions anymore - they are free to flow out of me as they come. I feel lighter and more alive.
Anyhoo, that's the quick check-in break that I have for now. I'll be back in full force (hopefully next week, if not the week after!).
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